Now, I'm no theist, but now more than ever, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. Because I'm afraid that if I can't accept them, I'm going to push so far away that he'll never come back. But more than that, grant me the courage to change the things I can, for what are we if we cannot change? And I would change the world, for him. And most of all, grant me the wisdom to know the difference.
Just tell me what it will take to hold that hand again, because lord knows I can't figure it out. Perhaps the answer is to not need to hold it at all; perhaps that is an answer to the opposite question.
I just want some
guidance
I can trust.